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Name: Ebony
Location: El Paso, Texas, United States
Birthday: 12/8/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: I like to go partying and my friends like to go partying, so I guess you can say that I am an all around party animal! But at the same time I like to do any- and everything that is associated with music. Music is my passion! I highly believe in friendship and loyalty. Trust is the only thing that will help a relationship at all.Friends, music, guitar, keyboards, singing, poetry, guys, music, guys,...did I mention music!
You love me but you don't know who I am..... I also love snowboarding...extreme snowboarding the powder with nothing to hold you back. I like running and swimming!

Expertise: Playing keyboards and guitar, singing, running track, playing volleyball, and writing poetry and songs...SNOWBOARDING, and breaking people's hearts (I have found that I have a good development in that department...sorry)! My Deja Vu was just a memory of something I was supposed to forget. But the memory of you won't disappear!
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Member Since: 5/8/2005

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Friday, October 14, 2005

I don't know what I am going to do with this site anymore! I mean I don't even see the point in having this site anymore!! So this is what I am going to do...I'm just going to have the site here for future reference....but if you need to read anything or just concerned about anything going on in my life...go to : http://www.myspace.com/chroniclesofraeven_ebony ...plus this one is just cooler! So yeah....SORRY! !!

Plus there's just too many things with this site and too many affiliations if you know what I mean! Too many memories!

~~*Ebony*~~


Monday, September 26, 2005

OMG!!! I want to shoot myself in the head!...for a minute I thought I lost this site and I would have had to start the thing all over just because I put one fuckn wrong letter in the HTML box! Damn it took almost an hour to get that shit working all over again. And at the same time I was putting these news pics on my myspace! And for you peeps who don't know about my myspace thing....I have had it for a while so there's no reason why people shouldn't know about the whole thing....I think I have spent a lot more time on that one because yeah...it's not as one sided at this whole thing....

But here's the site: http://www.myspace.com/chroniclesofraeven_ebony

That just seems to be a little more easier to access and plus I always look  at that one. However, I am hoping to put the same things that are on my myspace to the xanga for those people who just leave me comments without actually having the site!

So how has my life been????....Let's see...right now I am on break so that's pretty cool. I plan to relax considering the whole two weeks off thing. Plus I need some time I guess to dedicate to myself and the people that I care about. The whole time I have been worry about school and for two weeks I was gone anyway because of the whole...(yeah if the read the entries before then you know what's going on!) I feel in a way that I am changing a lot. There are just things that I am not putting up with and people that I think should just yeah.....watch their backs. I snapped for real like crazy yesterday....and Alex you know why!!! Lately I feel like punching the hell out of something or someone. There are just too many feelings that are pissing me off and I think it's kinda been that way since the whole thing with my grandma. I kinda came back a different person. And for all of those people that I deeply care about....I am so sorry about it. I need some time and maybe things won't be so....blah. (can't think of a word for it...but I am sorry!) Ummm.....there have been a shit load of fights going on at school and just say that I had front row seats to all of them. Plus, it's not a surprise that there was a fight before we went on break. That's what happens everytime so everyone kidna knows where to camp out! It's like gettting in line for a concert.

It's been forever since I have talked to Manny!!! I miss my best friend!! My mom misses him and said that he should have never went to Montwood if he misses me so much and being at El Dorado. But we're talking about hanging out over the break. And of course Neta and everyone else are going to be there....Tom and Tiffany have kinda been added to that group...I guess you can say! Oh by the way....I have to invite Karmen!!! The funniest shit happens when she is there!

So yeah I guess that's about it! MWAH!

~~*Ebony*~~


Friday, September 16, 2005

Okay...so I have to say that things since I have gotten back hasn't been that bad. I know one thing for sure...I don't want to go back anytime soon. My unle just gets to me man...but it's not just me who gets pissed off anytime he is around. Well for one thing...I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING MAID!!!! Everytime I looked at him he would disgust me because he was getting on my nerves that bad.

There hasn't been much going on at school but it's going to be a bitch trying to make up two weeks of make up work in a week before the end of the nine weeks, which by the way, IS NEXT WEEK!!!!

Ummm....since I have been back I haven't seen Alex. So it's been like 3 weeks all together since I have seen him. I am getting tired of counting down the days when I can see him again; they are just too long. I mean I try to do everything to stay busy but no matter what I just always seem to think about him. I'm not saying that he is a distraction because that's not the thing. I guess what I am trying to say is that....I miss him a lot and I just want to see him and be with him.

Well there isn't much else to write about so I am going to go!

Laterzzzz,

~~*Ebony*~~


Friday, September 02, 2005

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By the way.....I would like to say happy birthday Wesley...even though I am not there to call you so yeah....happy birthday! I don't know...I guess I'll call you when I get the chance.

              

~~*Ebony*~~


Thursday, September 01, 2005

The Blooming Lily

 

I walk through this garden

My white dress blowing in the breeze of Summer

The sky is blue

Not a cloud in the way of its perfection

Its purity –

And even though we see this sky everyday

Its uniqueness

I walk through this garden

Picking the flowers –

Choosing the memories that lay in my heart

Forever with me in my soul

I walk through this garden

My white dress set apart from the green grass

I walk through this garden

Closer to a tree in a corner in this garden

This tree was tall and full

Its branches seem to offer an embrace

Its protection

Like a parent holding their baby in their arms

And closest to the trunk of this tree we a lily

It stood high and proud reaching toward the rays of the sun

So young, so pure, so innocent

Everything in my soul told me to pluck this flower

This lily

So I reached out my hands

Closer and closer to the stem of this flower

This lily

I dropped the batch of flowers that I held already in my hands

To me they just didn’t seem to stand out

To shine

Like this blooming lily

And when I finally held it in my hand

Close to my heart

I could feel its joy

The joy it felt as it was nurtured by the sun

And sprinkled by the dew of the early morning

At the same time I could feel when the sun was covered by the clouds of the sky

And left this blooming lily in the shadows

But it kept its spirits up

Looking forward to better and brighter days

When the sun would focus all of its rays upon her

But something happened

Something that couldn’t be explained

An event so extraordinary if seemed like a sin to speak of it

I heard my Father’s voice coming from this tree

Its embraceful arms reaching out to me

I lay in his arms listening to his words

“This lily is special,” He said to me.

“And do you know why?” He asked.

I could only shake my head and admire the beauty of this flower

The Blooming Lily

“For every lily that you pick my child

A batch more shall grow.

Because from every hardship it has to bounce back and grow into something useful.

Something productive.

Because you see my child,

No one can hold my children back.

Not as long as I am their Father

And my wonderful embrace protects them.”

I watched as more lilies grew in this garden

Matching the white of my dress

And the purity of its soul

“But if you water my lilies,

Then my child they have choice but to grow.

Because love cannot tear us down.

But only build us up.

And lilies show love, purity, and innocence.

Because this lily my dear

Is my child

And I am her Father.

Now take this watering can

And love my Lillie

With all of your heart.

And all of your soul.

And tell of her story.

So that she may live on forever, my child.”

I pranced off in the garden

Watering the lilies

And watching them grow

And on the days when the sun is bright

And the morning dew gently lays on the petals of the lilies

I sit in the middle of this garden

In my white dress

And I tell of her story

The Blooming Lillie

 

 

                                                                               --Ebony Amora Dailey

 This is the poem that I wrote for my grandmother to go on her obituary.

 

~~*EBONY*~~



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